I don't know what should I call it, another big fight or just some brainstorming. But it's really wasting my time this morning. Intinya, jika di ibaratkan seorang laksamana dan seorang kru kapal... aku adalah laksamana yang merasa terganggu oleh ulah sang kru yang terus merecokiku bagaimana seharusnya aku menjalani bahtera ini. Dilain fihak, sang kru yang sibuk mengomentari laksamana tidak melakukan tugas dan kewajiban dia, seperti mengembangkan layar, merawat kapal agar tidak bocor dan tenggelam. Wal hasil bahtera ini tidak berjalan kemanapun, hanya terapung dan terombang ambing ombak.
At least I try not explode my self into fireball, I don't want to fight anymore. So I speak to her as husband to his wife, but this is straight talk. Rather she accept my opinion or she can leave me forever, simple but keep it in thick red line.
Yes, I'm not a good husband but I keep trying to become a good husband. All I need is her support I can't do this alone, this problem needs both side to resolve and rebuild this broken arc.
Sometimes I'm too tired to keep this arc, but I can't drown this arc either. Terlalu banyak kompensasi yang harus aku pertaruhkan... aku hanya bisa berharap kosong
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